That's a good question and Beth searches her memory for his face, but every time she tries, she only sees Gorman. Eventually she has to shake her head, not because she knows for certain, but because she can't see anything besides Gorman. She can't taste anything beyond that awful green apple candy.

"I don't know," she says. "I'm really not sure, I just keep... I keep seein' this... this other guy. From before. From-"

She can't find the words, but she wants to say them. She wants to tell Blue what happened to her in those weeks before her death, but she has no idea where to even start.

"I just need a sec," she says, exhaling slowly.