Lisbeth knows that she has to be looking skeptical, about this idea of it being okay to have feelings, and she finally slumps a little. "Feelings haven't worked well for me in the past. Makes it worse when you find out what's wrong with someone, or when they try to hurt you. Back home, there's no shortage of-- hurt."

She can count on one hand the people she can trust not to harm her, and perhaps on the other, those unlikely to do so.

"It's different here."