Everything Kili says makes her feel a little better about everything. She's spent so much time second guessing herself and all the decisions she's made since Daryl has come back, wondering if she's doing the right thing, wondering if maybe she's wrong, if maybe she's only making things worse by not having been honest right from the start, but she has no idea how she could have been expected to. Having Kili tell her he'd not only make the same decision in her place, but that, in a very similar situation he'd made the same choice and would make it again makes something in her heart constrict happily.

She isn't alone in this, no matter how lonely it feels from time to time. There are people who understand what she's done. She reaches over blindly, looking for his hand, and squeezes it tightly once she's found it.

The question he asks is almost painful with how weighted it is and she struggles with it for a moment before shaking her head. "I don't know," she says honestly. "I love him so much, but he's so different, he's not... he's Daryl, of course, but he's not the Daryl I'm in love with, even if he looks the same and has the same history. So much else has changed."

There's no way for her to know for certain, she can't see the future, but right now, it's not something she can imagine. "It's too much," she says. "There's just too much that makes it complicated. I don't think I could do that."