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Beth Greene ([personal profile] a_littlefaith) wrote2018-07-25 03:01 pm
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Beth doesn't really know what the plan is today, but she's not worried about it either. Whatever they end up doing, she knows she and Jason will have fun. They always do when they get together, and she's looking forward to being able to try climbing another rock.

This time around, she dresses more carefully for the excursion. She wears shoes that are tighter and a little smaller, better for climbing the rock face. She's wearing a pair of exercise tights and a tank top, because she knows it's going to be warm, and Beth isn't usually one for working out a lot, but she'd bought these clothes just for this. She wants to be prepared. She wants Jason to be proud of her.

All she knows for sure is that she's meant to meet him at his place and they'll go from there. She has a water bottle, a little backpack with some snacks, and she's purposely not letting herself think about what they might do after they climb a rock.

Because she very clearly remembers their conversation at the beach that day. They haven't talked about it since then, but she's pretty sure they had both been talking about two things at once and she's excited. Nervous and excited both. Maybe tonight won't be the night, but maybe it will. She's not going to get ahead of herself, but she's not going to count it out either.

"Hey," she calls out when she's close, expecting him to probably be out in his garden. "Jason?"
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[personal profile] butterfly_knives 2018-09-02 07:00 pm (UTC)(link)
"We don't have to -- we don't have to do anything," Jason tells her, shaking his head. He wants to especially after everything earlier but they don't have to. He's never going to be one to force an issue like that. He's gone years and years without sex before so waiting a little longer for Beth isn't a bad thing.

"If you're not ready, we don't have to," Jason says, following her into her building and smiling gently. She's nervous and while it doesn't seem to be a bad set of nerves, he still wants to make sure she knows she has a choice, that she doesn't have to do anything she doesn't want to do.

"We can just sit together," he adds. "Whatever you want."
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[personal profile] butterfly_knives 2018-09-03 05:49 pm (UTC)(link)
"All right," Jason says, believing her. He doesn't think she thinks she has to do anything because he wants it. If they never slept together, he'd be happy. She's already given him so much more than he ever thought he'd deserve.

But, it seems like she wants to. Like this is her choice and while it's his too, he's infinitely glad to see that she's comfortable enough with him to want this.

So, he follows her inside without another word, eyes scanning the area to make sure they were alone because, well, nothing would happen if her family was home.
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[personal profile] butterfly_knives 2018-09-04 07:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Jason doesn't hesitate. He settles the bags on the floor and piles a lot of the rock climbing gear on top of it. He makes a show of straightening everything, keeping it in its area so it doesn't make a mess or become an obstacle for anyone walking by.

And then he's moving closer to her, reaching out to slip his arms around her waist but stopping short of catching her mouth in a kiss. He pulls closer to her and looks down, smiles gently, shyly.

But, there's anticipation in his eyes too.
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[personal profile] butterfly_knives 2018-09-05 06:29 pm (UTC)(link)
The shiver that works its way through her seems to jump over to him too, growing stronger as she leads him to what he presumes has to be the bedroom. He swallows, a bundle of nerves making themselves known in his belly. It's not the kind that makes him want to stop things and turn away but the kind that hopes he's good enough.

He takes a few breaths, blows it out and tries to ignore the goosebumps on his arms and that prickle of energy in his veins. They'll get to things in due time. No need to rush.
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[personal profile] butterfly_knives 2018-09-06 04:22 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'm fine," Jason tells her steadily. "Really, I am. I promise."

He's going to be nervous and he's going to be anxious but not because they're moving towards actually sleeping with each other. He's nervous because he wants her to enjoy it and he hasn't wanted that with a partner in years. He smiles at her, bringing her hand up to kiss.

"It's been some time since I was with someone," he explains, "and I just want to make sure you enjoy yourself no matter what happens."
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[personal profile] butterfly_knives 2018-09-07 05:32 pm (UTC)(link)
"I think you underestimate my ability to ruin things," Jason says but he does so lightly, a smile on his face. He knows that it will be very hard to ruin this since they both want it and she's hard to anger or frustrate anyway and he wouldn't be trying to do that especially here.

"I'm going to worry," he tells her, reaching for her hands, "but I still want this. I still want you."
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[personal profile] butterfly_knives 2018-09-08 05:33 pm (UTC)(link)
She comes closer to him and Jason wraps his arms around her, meeting her kiss with one of his own. It feels so different than anything else, anyone else, of course, but after so long without, it's just strange to be right on the cusp of something with someone he cares about so much.

He's so scared that he's going to wreck it so his hands are gentle, soft, like she's glass. Maybe, when he realizes that she is not, he'll be a little more assured but it's the firs time and things are tentative, slow.

They can work from that, though.
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[personal profile] butterfly_knives 2018-09-09 08:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Really, it's good that she's an aggressor because while he is in some areas of life, in other areas he's not. But, he's fairly certain that he can follow her lead. Hands in the air, he lets her pull his short off and once it's free, he sways forward and tries to capture her lips in a harder, firmer kiss.

It's still nothing too rough because he's going to have to build to that but it's more than he was giving, showing off the comfort he's feeling with her and the whole situation now.
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[personal profile] butterfly_knives 2018-09-10 11:22 pm (UTC)(link)
For the smallest of moments, he thinks she's tripped and his expression changes, pleasure morphing into worry before he realizes that she's just sat down and she's laughing.

"I thought you'd tripped," he admits, snickering a bit before putting one knee on the bed next to her hip.

"I thought you'd fallen and I was going to have to check you for injuries," he laughs. "That would have been an incredible mood killer."
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[personal profile] butterfly_knives 2018-09-12 10:22 am (UTC)(link)
"I'm no doctor," he laughs before sliding his hands along her shoulders and bringing his lips close behind. "Lay back and close your eyes. I'll do my best."

He doesn't need medical skills for this sort of thing. He just needs some confidence and he needs her and right now, he has both. The confidence is shaky, always, but it's growing more and more solid as things progress.

"Let me see if there's anything wrong."
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[personal profile] butterfly_knives 2018-09-13 04:57 pm (UTC)(link)
"I didn't really look all that hard," Jason admits, laughing at himself. He'd been too consumed with trying to kiss her and touch that playing doctor, even minimally, had just gone out the window. And he sure as hell wan't going to try now with her hands on his belt, trying to work his pants open.

"But, I think you're fine," he advised with an easy nod. "I think you're going to live on and do great things with your life."

He doesn't mean what's happening right now but that's a great thing too if they're able to make it happen.
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[personal profile] butterfly_knives 2018-09-14 05:49 pm (UTC)(link)
She spreads her legs just enough that he can slot himself in and he shudders, trying not to just press himself flush against her. He wants to but that would also make the removal of his pants difficult so he waits. Waits until she's gotten them down his hips a bit and then he shoves them the rest of the way down, kicking them off until he's just in his boxers.

"We're doing all right," he agrees just before she pulls him into a kiss, one that he returns eagerly, finally letting some more of his weight settle on top of her. Considering he's almost completely naked, it's a heady sensation, one that makes him shudder in pleasure.
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[personal profile] butterfly_knives 2018-09-15 07:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Lucky for her, taking pants off is one of those things that Jason doesn't think he can mess up, Sure, he could probably delay them and maybe even rip her pants if he's not careful but he thinks he can do this pretty easily.

So, he grasps her pants by the waist and starts tugging them down slowly, carefully, not wanting to go too fast and startle but not wanting to waste time in seeing all that gorgeous skin either.

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