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For a little while, Beth had worried everything might get a little bit derailed when it came to her music as she tried to figure out when and where she had the time to write and play and practice, but Curtis has more or less saved her in a bunch of ways. The fact that he's willing to help out when she needs him to, giving her at least a little bit of time during which she can write new songs and at least one night a week to book gigs, has made it so she doesn't need to just shuffle it all aside for now.

Which means she's been thinking about it a lot.

Playing with a band has been fun, she can't deny that, but she's wondering more and more often lately if it's the right way for her to go. Her music works in the band, that's not the issue, they're willing to mostly hand over creative control and they've learned all her songs, but she's not sure it's right. Something about it, despite the fun she's had, feels off, and so she's recorded herself on her own as well as with the band, and dropped both examples off for Curt to listen to.

His opinion means a lot to her. The fact that he's at all interested in helping her seems unbelievable, but she wants to make sure she takes advantage of that and asks for help when she needs it. Which she really does in this case. She gives it a week before texting him, asking if he'll meet her for coffee to give his thoughts, and so now she's waiting at a cafe near the music store, nervously twisting the strap of her bag in her fingers.
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Playing with a band is definitely something new, but Beth is getting used to it and she's having a good time. It's not like she's famous or anything, but she's managed to garner a bit of a reputation within Darrow and so the musicians she settles on (a sweet girl a few years older than her named Carrie on the drums and a quiet guy her age named Jack on bass) are people who actually enjoy her music and are willing to follow her lead. That's a cool feeling, even if she doesn't know quite what to do with it, and she tries to make sure any new writing they do is completely collaborative, but they also learn all her other songs and write new parts for them.

Which she loves.

It's different when it's just her, songs she's written, words she's put to music. Having someone add to it like this makes her feel like she's on her way to actually being professional. Maybe that's a bit of a leap, but she's still having a good time.

This isn't their first live performance, but it's one of them and so they're not perfect yet. They're still learning each other, but by the end of their set they're all sweaty and smiling, and when Beth packs up her guitar, she feels really good about the whole thing.

If she's honest, she doesn't know what her next step is supposed to be, but she'll figure it out.

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Beth Greene

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