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The apartment looks amazing, so at least there's that.

Beth has put a lot of work into the decorations, the lights and the tree. There are wrapped gifts under the tree, most of them for Judith and Carl, and there are cookies and candies and chocolates on the table. The rest of the apartment is more or less the same, she doesn't have a lot of extra money to be buying Christmas place settings or anything like that, but she thinks she's done a good job regardless.

And it's a good thing, too, because she's not sure dinner is going to turn out the way it's supposed to.

It's not bad, not from what she can tell, but it's just not very good either. Nothing is burned or overflowing, nothing is undercooked and nothing looks like it might possibly poison someone accidentally. But she's tasted everything and it's all just kind of bland.

The only thing this dinner has going for it is dessert, which is apple crumble and the one thing Beth did learn how to bake from her mother. It's still in the oven and it smells delicious and she's sort of hoping no one will notice that cinnamon and apple is the only smell in the apartment when they arrive for dinner.

She doesn't say anything about it, not to Daryl, but she sits down at the piano and plays a soft, melancholy song, something that's got no place at a bright, cheery Christmas dinner.
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It's certainly strange, the city being so empty, there's no denying that, but Beth has been distracted lately and besides the fact that she can't go to class anymore, she has no job, and she's been spending a lot of time out in the woods with Daryl and his crossbow, nothing has really changed. Which makes it seem like everything has changed and maybe it has, but so much of Beth's thought process lately has been focused internally.

That's not like her. It's not that she doesn't think about herself very often, it's just that she tends to think about other people a lot, too. She worries about the others in the city, she spends a lot of her time focused on Carl and Daryl and Michonne, now she worries about Rick and Judith. There are the friends she's made, too, the people she thinks about, those she goes out of her way to see just to make sure they're having a good day. It's what she does.

But lately she's only been able to think about herself. And Chuck. And Daryl.

She likes Chuck a lot and he's a good boyfriend. He's sweet to her and she has fun when she's with him. She likes him so much, more than she ever liked Jimmy. But she's in love with Daryl.

She'd realized it out there with him in the woods that day, when he had said she wouldn't need him. Beth has never needed anyone the way she needs Daryl and it terrifies her. The only thing she wants is to see Maggie, to wrap herself up in her sister's arms and tell her everything, but Maggie isn't here and so, quietly and separately, Beth texts the two people she thinks she'll be able to talk to about this. She asks Olive if she can come by and asks Michonne to meet her in the park later.

Palms sweaty, her gun holstered at her hip, she heads out into the quiet city to admit something she never imagined herself saying.

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